In 2019 We made a promise to meet in Brighton July 11th 2022 3 years no matter what I marked it in my calendar on my old phone it is still there. We basically decided our rs was open but we would come back to each other at some point. Every single thing went wrong he coped by making jokes but we spoke up until he died. I was going to meet him whether they put an eeg on my head and I looked like absolute shit or not. I was literally so upset I almost broke my hand I blamed myself I never told him because I didn't want him to feel unlucky but I was going. And then fled Jacksonville florida to North Carolina. Two nights before my appointment over the weekend he had gotten into an altercation. He stayed in jax and I could not drive up because of the high winds and my parents would not let me I probably would've done it if they did not act angry with me so I figured I would wait until after I went to my Neurologist appointment in Jacksonville, I would prosbbsly be nearby him. He landed sometime late July and immediately went to Jacksonville when we originally were going to tampa. I said maybe we should wait and see because there was now a cat 2 hurricane crossing THru the path of where his plane would go.
He told me maybe we should not talk for a few days until get got to florida but when he was about to get on the plane he asked me back out. Bec the Airbnb was then cancelled and there was absolutely no reason for that because we had nowhere to stay for when he would be able to fly in. I did not want that to happen, I had over 300 dollars saved for when we would be fully prepared for the Airbnb but my scholarship didn't end up coming for a month later, that had nothing to do with why tho. The reason I nvr got to see damian was cus we planned for July 7th and he wasn't allowed to be in USA until out of UK for 14 days.
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